What i Meant To Say Was...
by erica
(philadelphia, pa.us)
How do you drop a hot potatoe? You just drop it. That's my response to letting God. Whatever robs you of your peace, do your small part then let it be. You don't get an extra day worrying yourself sick. It reminds me of my nephew telling his grandmother, my mother, "Grandmom, stop worrying about us. Nobody's worried about you worrying about them." That was an epiphany moment for her that still causes her to smile. On surrendering, i'm not as clear. Over the course of my few posts i know i am redundant. That's the way things hit me. I thank you for your patience. Ok, so the ego is not easily undone or so it seems. There's nowhere to get or strive for (whispers the voice) but i digress. A Course in Miracles tells us how force and condemnation will not get it done. Having tried and "failed" those approaches, that was good to know. I have alot going on. Habits, likes, wants; none of them needs or out of the ordinary, however, "The Course" reminds us "not to take one step in the descent to hell. Having taken one you will not recognize the others and they will follow. (paraphrase) So, how does one surrender? Thank you mucho much. ;)
erica